March 24, 2011

• Edgy

  Someone told me recently that I have an edge about me lately.

  I feel it.

  I feel edgy.

  I feel like I am easily annoyed.

  I find myself wanting to lash out.

  I find myself weary.

  I find myself sensitive to people I am not normally sensitive to.

  I find myself on the verge of tears.

  I need some resolution.

  I need God to defend.

  I need grace.

  To not being able change what you wish you could change has lead me to an edge. 

  I want to give into my flesh. 

  I want to post the dirty laundry.

  I want to scream the truth from the rooftop.

  I think I need a break. 

  A break from blogging.

  A break from Facebook.

  Just a people break until I can find some emotional healing.

  Healing I thought was behind me has resurfaced. 

  Forgiveness I thought I had granted has shown up as unforgiveness. 

  I need the Word.

  I need the cross.

  I need to prepare my heart for Easter.

  See you when I get back.

  Pray for complete healing.

  For relationship healing.

  For heart healing.

  Only God can do it!

  HEALER by Kari Jobe would you know this came on as soon as I came to my computer on Pandora 

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